Friday, March 31, 2006
♥ pondering... wondering... thinking... praying...
its me again.. i'm so bored!!! now having holidays so don't need to study at all.. haha.. it is a kind of luxury.. but i'm staying at home all day long and it is almost everyday.. i'm growing horizontally!!! oh no!!! i'm going to be a fat cat!!! how.. hmmm.. oh well.. nvm.. haha..
anyway i just change my blog song.. it is the theme song of the movie "I'm not stupid too 2".. i was scrolling the web pages just now.. and by chance i found this song!!! i'm so happy.. i like this song.. and i love this movie.. this was the BEST movie i have ever watched.. haha.. you guys should go and watch it too.. it will make you laugh and cry at the same time!!! it is a MUST-WATCH movie!!! haha..
today i had a little talk with one of my cg member, Yee Kiat.. suddenly he talked about goals and what he wanna be in the future.. his job interest, job prospect and etc.. haha.. it was amazing coz i realised that he have planned his path well coz he say that everything he do now is a stepping stone for him to go overseas to study.. wow!!! cool... haha..
but how.. it reminds me of my studies too.. coz i wanted to study accounting in the very first place but because of my 'o' level results i got in to an IT course.. IT is not my cup of tea.. but my zs and cgl advise me to try studying first coz at that point of time i was only 17 years old.. at the end of my first year first semester, my results were not bad.. so i thought to myself that maye i would like this course.. at the second semester i have more and more IT modules to study.. this is when i suddenly felt the stress and i really don't like IT and i'm not an IT person.. it is so hard to continue studying.. but Thank God for everything!!! managed to do all my projects and homework and go through my common tests and exams.. oh man.. tough times have passed.. haha.. i also managed to pass all my exams though i failed one of my common test paper very badly.. haha.. and i just checked the modules that i'm going to study second year first semester.. you will be shocked and amazed to see these.. see below!! these are the modules i'm studying soon!! total i have 9 modules!!! haha..
1. INTRODUCTION TO ENTREPRENEURSHIP
2. DATA STRUCTURES & ALGORITHMS
3. OPERATING SYSTEM MANAGEMENT
4. INTERNET PROGRAMMING
5. WEB DESIGN & DEVELOPMENT
6. COMMUNICATION SKILLS 2
7. ELECTRONICS COMMUNICATIONS
8. COMPUTING MATHEMATICS 2
9. WEB PORTAL DEVELOPMENT PROJECT
cool rite.. when i saw all these unique and weird names, i nearly fainted.. oh my gosh.. what are all these.. what am i studying.. haha.. hmmm.. i must really pray about this i think.. i'm not getting anywhere by continue studying this course without any aims/passion/etc.. should i stop this course and take what i always wanted? or what? i don't know.. if i really want to pursue my passion in accountancy, my auntie will send me to overseas to study coz my results don't allow me to go to any polys to study accountancy and my auntie don't want me to study in the private schools because their certs are not really recognised.. hmmm.. how.. i'm in a dilema now.. GOD!!! HELP ME!!! what am i suppose to do.. but i don't want to continue wasting my life doing what i don't like.. sigghhhhh... PRAY!!! PRAY!!! PRAY!!! (",)
anyway i just change my blog song.. it is the theme song of the movie "I'm not stupid too 2".. i was scrolling the web pages just now.. and by chance i found this song!!! i'm so happy.. i like this song.. and i love this movie.. this was the BEST movie i have ever watched.. haha.. you guys should go and watch it too.. it will make you laugh and cry at the same time!!! it is a MUST-WATCH movie!!! haha..
today i had a little talk with one of my cg member, Yee Kiat.. suddenly he talked about goals and what he wanna be in the future.. his job interest, job prospect and etc.. haha.. it was amazing coz i realised that he have planned his path well coz he say that everything he do now is a stepping stone for him to go overseas to study.. wow!!! cool... haha..
but how.. it reminds me of my studies too.. coz i wanted to study accounting in the very first place but because of my 'o' level results i got in to an IT course.. IT is not my cup of tea.. but my zs and cgl advise me to try studying first coz at that point of time i was only 17 years old.. at the end of my first year first semester, my results were not bad.. so i thought to myself that maye i would like this course.. at the second semester i have more and more IT modules to study.. this is when i suddenly felt the stress and i really don't like IT and i'm not an IT person.. it is so hard to continue studying.. but Thank God for everything!!! managed to do all my projects and homework and go through my common tests and exams.. oh man.. tough times have passed.. haha.. i also managed to pass all my exams though i failed one of my common test paper very badly.. haha.. and i just checked the modules that i'm going to study second year first semester.. you will be shocked and amazed to see these.. see below!! these are the modules i'm studying soon!! total i have 9 modules!!! haha..
1. INTRODUCTION TO ENTREPRENEURSHIP
2. DATA STRUCTURES & ALGORITHMS
3. OPERATING SYSTEM MANAGEMENT
4. INTERNET PROGRAMMING
5. WEB DESIGN & DEVELOPMENT
6. COMMUNICATION SKILLS 2
7. ELECTRONICS COMMUNICATIONS
8. COMPUTING MATHEMATICS 2
9. WEB PORTAL DEVELOPMENT PROJECT
cool rite.. when i saw all these unique and weird names, i nearly fainted.. oh my gosh.. what are all these.. what am i studying.. haha.. hmmm.. i must really pray about this i think.. i'm not getting anywhere by continue studying this course without any aims/passion/etc.. should i stop this course and take what i always wanted? or what? i don't know.. if i really want to pursue my passion in accountancy, my auntie will send me to overseas to study coz my results don't allow me to go to any polys to study accountancy and my auntie don't want me to study in the private schools because their certs are not really recognised.. hmmm.. how.. i'm in a dilema now.. GOD!!! HELP ME!!! what am i suppose to do.. but i don't want to continue wasting my life doing what i don't like.. sigghhhhh... PRAY!!! PRAY!!! PRAY!!! (",)
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