Thursday, August 25, 2005
♥ ...Friendships...
Friendships... hmmm... i think i must really breakthrough in this area ba.. when i first joined church, i have a close fren cum best fren, named Yan Ting.. i met her in my ministry.. we clicked together easily and became best frens.. haha.. we always spent time together.. study, eat, shopping, play and sharing of probelms.. haha.. i really thank God that i know her.. but this year.. she backslided.. though we are separated, there's a distance in between us, but in our hearts we miss each other very much.. and when her ex cg members saw me, they would come and tell me that Yan Ting always mentioned about me in her friendster and stuffs like that.. and now i will try my best to bring her back to church and that she can find back her passion that she had last time.. AMEN!!! hehe..
now in church, i don't know.. i just feel that i don't really have a close friend.. at first i thought that Aileen is my close friend.. but later.. i felt that we are drifting apart.. then when i feel that Jiang ling is my close friend.. but later.. i also felt that we are drifting apart.. haiz.. i don't know what is the problem with me.. but i did ask some of my friends whether do they have any close friends in church then they say yes.. so i ask how close are they and etc.. then i realised that maybe my concept about close friends are very different from people.. haha.. hmmm.. anyway.. now i just wanna rebuild all my relationships with people.. i wanna be a friend to everyone that they can feel free to share with me their personal secrets and etc.. even if they don't share with me, i just wanna be there for them always... haha.. God.. must help me k...? AMEN!!! =)
now in church, i don't know.. i just feel that i don't really have a close friend.. at first i thought that Aileen is my close friend.. but later.. i felt that we are drifting apart.. then when i feel that Jiang ling is my close friend.. but later.. i also felt that we are drifting apart.. haiz.. i don't know what is the problem with me.. but i did ask some of my friends whether do they have any close friends in church then they say yes.. so i ask how close are they and etc.. then i realised that maybe my concept about close friends are very different from people.. haha.. hmmm.. anyway.. now i just wanna rebuild all my relationships with people.. i wanna be a friend to everyone that they can feel free to share with me their personal secrets and etc.. even if they don't share with me, i just wanna be there for them always... haha.. God.. must help me k...? AMEN!!! =)
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